I met this guy online over a week ago, his user name was "Demon Child". I overlooked the name as he was quite handsome and I wanted to get to know him. Our conversation was pleasant and I asked if he wanted to e-mail verses chat through the online dating sites service. We began to chat via e-mail and Hangouts. Our conversation was enjoyable and I was liking the process of getting to know him. As my interest and attention grew so did our conversation and we even began to discuss the idea of meeting somewhere between here and Memphis to meet.
Then in the middle of our conversation last Saturday night, he dropped off. I didn't think much of it at first, but as the next couple days went by I began to realize I wanted to talk to him more. As I have been talking to others online, I am finding myself wanting to talk to him. I have even begun to not respond as quickly to others as I had been because it isn't this particular individual. Today is four days since I have heard from him and I don't quite understand why our conversation just dropped off and stopped.
I am not sure what is even happening with me. I'm anxious, curious and eager to talk to him. I'm not freaking out or crying, but I am certainly impatient with waiting. It has definitely peaked my attention into him, makes me wonder what happened when things seemed like they were going so well. It has also made me really want to find out what could possibly be regarding a potential relationship with this guy. Yet, him going quiet on me is driving me a little crazy...in a good way I think? Having him stop talking has definitely made me want to get to know him, talk to him, go see him and get off all these online dating sties and see where things may lead.
Unfortunately, since I have not been hearing from him, I am trying to figure out what to do. I don't want to get myself excited over one guy when he just drops off the face of the earth and I don't know what that means. Especially when he seemed so interested and told me these wonderful things, came across as sincere, and talked up what seemed like a good game. Now, I don't know what to think. Except this is certainly one way to gain my attention and he absolutely has got my attention now. In a couple e-mails he sent me it came from his phone, so I technically have his phone number...but I don't want to be creepy and just call him.
I just wish I could talk to him to find out what is going on right now. Because my interest in him has got me to where I don't want to talk to these other guys anymore. I'd walk away from all of them right now to see where things could possibly lead. But, until he reaches out, I just keep talking to these guys online and impatiently wait to see what is going to happen.
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