I decided residing in a potting shed was not the best option
for me. When I addressed a concern with
my landlady she didn’t like that I was pointing out she was renting a place
which was not suitable for a resident.
We parted ways.
Unfortunately due to a misunderstanding and my pride, I ended up in a situation in which I am not fond of and fighting to figure out how to change.
When you no longer have a place to live, and you don’t make enough to run out and get a new place of residency. With a charity fundraiser I am doing my finances have gotten askew and I am in a very bad bind. As I look over my situation, things will get worse before they get better. But, the good news is I have hope they will indeed get better.
Unfortunately due to a misunderstanding and my pride, I ended up in a situation in which I am not fond of and fighting to figure out how to change.
When you no longer have a place to live, and you don’t make enough to run out and get a new place of residency. With a charity fundraiser I am doing my finances have gotten askew and I am in a very bad bind. As I look over my situation, things will get worse before they get better. But, the good news is I have hope they will indeed get better.
When one is in this situation and you finish up with work on
a Friday, what do you want to do?
Go home, have dinner, relax.
When you don’t have a place to go, things get complicated and can be frustrating.
For instance, I have a ton of work to do! I have images that need to be edited, a photo print order that is past due and much work to be done on the fashion runway charity gala event. Now, most people can go home and get working on all these things. I don’t have that option. That is the difficult position for me as I leave work wanting nothing more than to pick up dinner, or be able to make dinner and sit on the couch while I work away on my growing to-do list. As I left work and I’m driving to get away from the crazy week, I don’t know where I am going to go. Knowing phone calls need to be made, emails need to be followed up on and work is piling up I find my way to a church parking lot. I pull into the top part of the lot and park behind some trees where I won’t be quickly noticed. After I turn off the engine to my vehicle I pull out my laptop and clipboard along with a binder and set to work. Phone calls are made, an overdue e-mail is sent and I finally take some time to write.
While I sit in my vehicle getting these tasks knocked off one by one, it is raining out. Where I welcome the sound of the rain as it calms and soothes me.
Where my situation is not ideal, and not many people know about it. I continue to try and find a way to be positive about what is to come. I firmly believe God has a plan, and he is using this charity event and my lack of housing as a message. During this time I hope to be able to quiet my mind, remain calm during this storm so I can hear Him speak to me. This is not what I want for my life, still recovering from an upheaval of my life from 18 months ago. Fighting to get my head above water when I really want to be getting ahead in life. There was deep prayer which took place a few days ago, and since that day I have had the most amazing peace and deepest calm I have ever experienced in my life.
Honestly, I feel free of worry. I’ve never experienced anything like this before.
I’m not happy about my situation, but I feel joy in my heart. Only I can be the change I want to be in my life. It will be through God’s power and might that I will find my way. Hopefully, I will learn how to work smarter not harder, be more responsible in all aspects of my life and take this opportunity to turn my life fully over to God.
Where things will lead I do not know. What I do know, however, is with God all things are possible.
Praise ye Lord for the gifts and blessings which wait ahead for me. Thank you.
Go home, have dinner, relax.
When you don’t have a place to go, things get complicated and can be frustrating.
For instance, I have a ton of work to do! I have images that need to be edited, a photo print order that is past due and much work to be done on the fashion runway charity gala event. Now, most people can go home and get working on all these things. I don’t have that option. That is the difficult position for me as I leave work wanting nothing more than to pick up dinner, or be able to make dinner and sit on the couch while I work away on my growing to-do list. As I left work and I’m driving to get away from the crazy week, I don’t know where I am going to go. Knowing phone calls need to be made, emails need to be followed up on and work is piling up I find my way to a church parking lot. I pull into the top part of the lot and park behind some trees where I won’t be quickly noticed. After I turn off the engine to my vehicle I pull out my laptop and clipboard along with a binder and set to work. Phone calls are made, an overdue e-mail is sent and I finally take some time to write.
While I sit in my vehicle getting these tasks knocked off one by one, it is raining out. Where I welcome the sound of the rain as it calms and soothes me.
Where my situation is not ideal, and not many people know about it. I continue to try and find a way to be positive about what is to come. I firmly believe God has a plan, and he is using this charity event and my lack of housing as a message. During this time I hope to be able to quiet my mind, remain calm during this storm so I can hear Him speak to me. This is not what I want for my life, still recovering from an upheaval of my life from 18 months ago. Fighting to get my head above water when I really want to be getting ahead in life. There was deep prayer which took place a few days ago, and since that day I have had the most amazing peace and deepest calm I have ever experienced in my life.
Honestly, I feel free of worry. I’ve never experienced anything like this before.
I’m not happy about my situation, but I feel joy in my heart. Only I can be the change I want to be in my life. It will be through God’s power and might that I will find my way. Hopefully, I will learn how to work smarter not harder, be more responsible in all aspects of my life and take this opportunity to turn my life fully over to God.
Where things will lead I do not know. What I do know, however, is with God all things are possible.
Praise ye Lord for the gifts and blessings which wait ahead for me. Thank you.
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