When you date someone who you meet online, you don't always know what you are going to get in the process.
I have met a man named, Chad, who I have found myself quite interested in. Unfortunately, he refuses to call me and it is turning into a red flag. I gently brought it into the discussion and firmly held on to it. This is now something which is important to me with this individual who I have been in conversation with for four weeks. One month ago (technically today as it is the time of writing-Jan 11 is when he reached out to me).
I am not sure how to get someone who claims they are interested in me to call when they do not want to. I said to him, "I am a woman who is worthy and of value. I am confident enough to say I am worthy of a phone call."
I asked him "didn't you say you wanted to see what happens?"
he replied, "I did"
Then I went further on to get the change in the life that we want, to be the change that we want to be in our lives we sometime have to step outside our comfort zone.
The subject didn't really go into a deep conversation except for him to say he does not like to talk on the phone.
Our conversation was the shortest it has ever been. I'm letting sleeping dogs lie and walking away, sad. I had hoped maybe this guy was someone who would become quite special in my life.
While catching up on my daily read, my book said the following, which really resonated with me.
..."When you learn what you can live without, you are able to ask life for the very best because you possess the gift of discernment. You develop patience that enables you to wait gracefully and gratefully until the best arrives because you know it will."...
As I am sad to let Chad go, I know I need to because I deserve a man who will want to be with me. I'm starting to feel he is bull-shitting me and I don't want to play his game. My heart wants him to be honest and true. My head is telling me he isn't. What am I suppose to do if I cannot get a phone call from him?
Onward we go, into the dark to see where things will take me. I am ready for a change and I am hoping some positive things begin to take affect soon.
Good night Dark Reaper, sweet ChadJr76, I wish you nothing but the best and will think of you fondly.
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