Life is passing me by and I am waiting and wondering when I will get in the process of taking the steps of where I want to be. It is frustrating knowing I am so far behind and so far to go, when will I get there. Is it possible?
I bring this up a lot because it is continuously on my mind. It is where I want to be and I don't know how to get there. Others have homes of their own and the life they want to be living. Hopefully with this new job I have I will be able to get out from under what the past two-three years has done to me. While the past while has been rough on me, it is not keeping down, but it has been holding me back. I don't want it to hold me back, I keep pushing forward but I am wearing out.
There is a new song out called, "This is My Fight Song", it is hard for me to listen to as I don't have much fight left in me. This is the first time in a very long time that I don't have a fight left within me. I have some, but not like I once did, the strength of my fight is fading. I'm a little concerned what will happen if more of my fight diminishes.
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