I am going through so much frustration and emotion right now. I truly have been keeping my mouth shut just so I won't say anything inappropriate. I am stressed out beyond belief worrying about my hours at work. I am excited about this writing opportunity because it is something I have been wanting and pursuing for such a long time. I am also torn because of the information I am finding out about a certain someone who has been getting invested with my attention, time and heart.
I keep wondering when life will have that turn around for me. When will the day come when things make sense? Will I ever be able to own my own home with some land in the country? I really do not think I am asking too much for the things I desire in my life. Yet, it makes me sad as each day passes me by and I'm not sure if I am getting any closer to my hopes and dreams.
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