There is a guy and I have mentioned him a couple different occasions in the blogging project.
I have had to come to admit that I REALLY L-I-K-E this guy...I light up when I hear from him. I enjoy talking to him. As I learn more about him I am more interested in this man. This individual really is the 'whole package'. I love that he is a truck driver, I think that is sexy. I adore his very attractive red beard, I have never been attracted to a man with a beard before - ever. I love his red hair, I have never been attracted to someone with red hair before.
We met online. We have not met in person yet. Next Monday will mark four months since we began to talk. I'm trying to be patient, his job has him all over the place. It has been a while since he has been in Tennessee. He was close not too long ago in Bowling Green, KY, but claimed he didn't know how close Bowling Green was to Nashville-a mere 45 minutes-by the way.
He is in Iowa this weekend, and I am stuck in Tennessee. I tried to find a way to make it up there to see him, but it just wouldn't work out. Now I'm sad and disappointed.
I gave my very dear gal pal, Amber, a call about this situation. She has been aware of this lovely man from day one. She gave me wonderful words of encouragement and suggested I continue to be patient.
So, I am, as hard as it is, I do believe he is worth the wait. I don't mind the miles between us except that they are keeping us apart and delaying us from being able to meet. I do hope and pray God has a plan here for me with him. I don't know what it could be and only time will tell.
Until then, I continue to work on getting my life together. I have taken a large load of items to Goodwill. I dropped off a bunch of books I no longer wanted at a local used bookstore. I have been organizing my room in my new place. I have also been working on getting my truck fixed and things hauled OUT of my truck so it is clear and can handle passengers. I am striving to get that truck as close to completely cleaned out as possible. I am sick and tired of all the junk and crap that has piled up over the past several years. I found mail in there from 2004-I have not owned my truck since 2004!!! It is too much!
Plus the new writing job has kept me busy. The new job search and obtaining a new job has kept me occupied. I'm not just sitting around pining for him-I am simply very, very, very ready to meet this handsome man so I can get to know him better. I want to be in the stage of falling for him....I hope that is meant to be for the two of us.
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