I have no words, today is Sunday and while I am at least spending it alone in the house with my dog... part of me is so unhappy. I want to be filled with peace and joy. Yet, more than anything I want kids and a husband to share my life.
I regret not being confident enough earlier in my life to openly state what I want in life. A large part of me felt it would not happen and I did not believe it would ever happen. So, it was easier to turn my back and deny what I really wanted. Now...I cannot and do not want to deny it any longer. This is what I want in my life. Today, I pray I am another day closer to what my heart desires.
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